Life Update

Hi Guys,

This going  to be short but powerful,

I got back into contact with my mum ( biological ) after some months of debate and trouble.
We had trouble connecting, and we had to find both ways to get back on our feet.
I feel a bit more relieved, but than I know that she is in bad shape and that worries me a lot.
Even though I did put my past behind me, I cannot just drop the worries !
Even though she wasn't really pleasant in time before, but we have to move on.
And I told her, cause I want to make her feel good.
At the moment I am going through lots of decisions, and choices, stress.
Weekends are not really moments that I can lay back since most of the time me and my girlfriend are cleaning the house...
And I feel a bit overused sometimes...

And this one worries me extra,

I just want to be with her someday soon, cause we should move on and just have at least one day to laugh and to be together before GOD KNOWS WHAT MAY HAPPEN !

Thoughts are creeping throu my mind,

It's weird considered me the person not really thinking of ever thinking about this.

I just want to share this with you,

IF you are related or just want to comment go ahead !

Always welcome...

Thanks.
Crus