''It's never a fin without him''''It's never a fin without him''
Watching the very second of glee was like expecting the iceberg to hit the titanic,
the sea was as cold and dark as the clothing waving through the podium.
Every one-direction classmate was dressed in black and I did recognize the genuine expression on their faces, my eyes were tightened and the pressure of my eyelids were starting to get uncomfortable.
Before I realized this could might make me cry, I already had shred a tears or two.
I was thinking how terrible it must be for everyone but especially who worked with him so closely, and his partner Leah.
It's still a show and it's scripted throughout the whole show but the genuine feeling inside of all them were so real and tender.
At least that's how I felt, when I saw their faces all looking forward in the be wilderness.
The further the reality hit them all, the harder it was to resist the feeling to suppress tears and grief, but also good memories that aren't lost nor gone.
But right now it's hard t
Heart unchained.Heart unchained.
You realize your heart is far from freedom,
but there is a possibility to be won.
One and one is always far greater than none,
but your worries put your ability to love out the zone.
You see the familiar feelings in a dog searching for his lost bone,
something so close but yet so far but left in sincerity of a person with a muted tone.
Like a canvas without it's border,
like a planet out of order.
Like a dog without it's owner,
like a world without people there will never be no donors.
You think you would not look pretty without eyeliner and toners.
You are left alone in the dark with no sight nor motivation to catch a glimpse of sparks,
your body is full of marks inflicted by pain scarred for life deepest scars.
one thing leads to another conflict when your mind is torn asunder in a lost verdict,
Its a mystery why your heart did not find someone eligible to pick.
You seem unloved but the buttons on your top,
will never leave you alone even if you think you should give
I want you.You don't need me but I need you.
I am at the edge of believing in my needs for you,
the way you look and the way you dress and whatever that makes you with what you do.
My body longs for yours, the only thing that you think belongs to you is the rights you favor..
Frustration runs through blood and veins, the harder I fight my needs the harder it is for me to expect the weather to chance.
We walk the same road we share the same pain, we do not comply with the rules of the road so we could basically cross lanes.
I break rules for you, if that makes me smart or a fool.
I am always prepared to go a step further, except having a burden on my shoulder for murder.
I can't reach you our bodies are near but your love is far across, I don't want you lose you it's a huge loss.
my head is all over the place, and not on your lap or face to face.
I miss the beauty of your sight, and right now you're blocking and ignoring me that particular right.