The bitterness of human kind. The bitterness of human kind.
My mom told me that I was born with problems,
there was one kid laying next to me in the hospital.
He had the same issues as me,
He didn't make it ! ( I ask myself many times why !?! )
Why did he not make it, and why did I make it !
I try to find a proper reason,
I belief genuinely, that my life is as much worth as his !
I don't hate people quickly, I have respect for everybody.
To a extend of course !
The fact that he died, put lots of self esteem issues in my life and I want to give my own life more purpose.
Not as a bad excuse to his death, but also as a human being !
I believe that he would work as hard as I would try now.
No doubt, and no one can reassure myself from not doing what I do now.
If that means I have to fight to the death, no giving up !
Trust me I have been in tough situations, as anyone else have would been.
I also know that I don't need to exaggerate the point of cruelty and despair that I had to go through.
I believe that there is alwa
Questions are everywhere, so are the answers.Questions are everywhere.
So are the answers !
In one of these days I realized that when you start to walk, learn how to knit your shoes and dress up in the morning.
That you might questioned lots of things, maybe you didn't !
Just saying, let's say that me personally I always had millions of questions to the most ri·dic·u·lous questions. Sometimes I was cheeky and just loved to see people's reactions by provoking them to answer me.
Expressions and emotions were such a weird thing to me, I don't get emotions !?!
Why ? Long story, but to make it short I've been diagnosed with brain damage or that's what my mum keep telling me my whole life.
But to continue on with the questions, a person like me clumsy and inexperienced in certain moments. It never really worked out for me, till I got older and found behind every question a answer.
We ask ourselves sometimes if we react off or unconsidered towards people that are rude to us. Let's say that sometimes it's ha
Life UpdateHi Guys,
This going to be short but powerful,
I got back into contact with my mum ( biological ) after some months of debate and trouble.
We had trouble connecting, and we had to find both ways to get back on our feet.
I feel a bit more relieved, but than I know that she is in bad shape and that worries me a lot.
Even though I did put my past behind me, I cannot just drop the worries !
Even though she wasn't really pleasant in time before, but we have to move on.
And I told her, cause I want to make her feel good.
At the moment I am going through lots of decisions, and choices, stress.
Weekends are not really moments that I can lay back since most of the time me and my girlfriend are cleaning the house...
And I feel a bit overused sometimes...
And this one worries me extra,
I just want to be with her someday soon, cause we should move on and just have at least one day to laugh and to be together before GOD KNOWS WHAT MAY HAPPEN !
Thoughts are creeping throu my mind,
It's weird co